Four hours and counting

Less than four hours left until I'm seeing Rent live for the first time.
I'm so afraid they're going to screw up my vision of the show. Please, boys and girls, don't let Rent down. Please. My gut tells me that a bad performance of Rent would hurt more than a bad performance of Les Mis, and that is saying something.
I'm also worried I'll make a fool out of myself by crying the way I'm known for. Generally, us Swedes aren't very emotional when going to the theatre - I think we're a bit reserved, not letting ourselves get into it too much. And of course, I have to be one of the exceptions to the rule.

Rent girls, you'll be with me in spirit tonight!