The fangirl

So, I finally did it. I called the nursery, spoke to my mentor and explained that I'm leaving. I was shaking while doing it. She asked me if it was to do with them, and I felt so guilty because they've been really nice to me. It isn't do with them. Even though I know I've been whining a lot about the work, it's not their fault. I'm just not cut out for it. Next week I'm going out there and explain a bit more, and say goodbye to the children. I'm actually going to miss them, in a way, but I sure am not going to miss working with them.

I wonder what it is with me and phone calls, though... I really am a phone-o-phobic. It doesn't even have to be a difficult call to make for me to get nervous, and when it is, boy do I freak out before doing it.

[fangirl]Haydn is home today! Squee![/fangirl]
Haz, it really does suck that I'm over just when you guys are away. Yes, I'm sure I can find it in me to fangirl on my own if there's an occasion for it - ;) - but it'd be so much more fun if you were there too. Can't control grandmothers' birthday dates.

Adam Garcia is Fiyero in Wicked!!1oneone1! Awesome, awesome. I was hoping for him before I even knew he workshopped the part. Although Stephen Gately as Boq... Meh. And christ, the stage door will be a nightmare with all these names. That's one place I'm not going to go.